Shayari Bazar

so many things are there to say.time is short and I have to get many as well as want to give too many.when you told me 'it is your mistake''-I cried,shout at me.thinking why I can not stop to look at you.why I run to you?there was no answer , just a deep pain scroll down my throat and fight for me with in tears.that special day and today - long time has passed between both of us.there is no change to feel the feelings from my bottom my heart.you may be scared a little- why I am after you?may be you thought in other way- but very first moment I was at one same corner---that I loved you for years and years.I was scared -how you will react?i wanted to tell you this word -in your arms.in your care of love, at most close moment -when we could feel the breathe of each other.i wanted to hide for years in you - what I lost many years back I wanted to feel in my hand,face,eyes,and by you.I could express ,why ?because I know I will never be close to you after that day.you were too close,too close to me, if I moved -I could touch you.i feel now -why I did not try for that?perhaps long wait for you ,from unknown bond- I am so much far away of you.I want to go to you just like a baby girl who run to her childhood friend without any restriction.I am missing you.you changed every way.i looked at your picture- and feel why I cant be with you?why this restriction? why I am bound?i want to run away from everything,whatever will help me to forget you...but that is impossible.sometimes I want to throw you out of my side- but it is you,you pull me again and again towards you.like I can feel your love,i can feel you touch on my face ..all over me.. I cant be angry for long..death is only wall which can parted me from you.first day and now I am with you,your love is looking after me,you are not allowing me to move at wrongfully --though I miss you each second.do not read this darling-when I will not be here someday if you want then read it, I love you,always do,