I Just Can’t Get Over You I Really Don’t Know What To DoEverything I Did I Did For You Now There’s Nothing Left For Me To DoI Love You More Than You’ll Ever KnowEventhough You’ve Been Treating Me So ColdTo The Devil I Would Sell My SoulJust So I Would Have Your Hand To HoldBut, I Just Had To Let You Go Everything You Ever SaidIs Always Running Through My HeadThrough My Broken Heart, It Was You I Lead“You’re A Very Good Friend”, To Me You SaidYou Voices Echoes Thrughout My HeadWithout You, I Might As Well Be DeadFor I Felt This Weird Desire Never Wanting Our Friendship To ExpireIt’s Your Strength That I Really AdmireYou Fed And Took Care Of My Inner FireBut Now I See The Brutal Truth You’re Just Another LiarWhenever You Could, You Caused Me PainI Think You Loved To Drive Me InsaneIt Was My Soul That You Wanted To MaimI Never Thought You Could Be So LameYou Promised Me You’d ChangeBut You Still Remained The SameOn Me You Put All The BlameConvincing Me To Feel The ShameOur Friendship Was So Simple And Plain‘Abusive’. There! I Gave It A NameYou Just Couldn’t Stop Hurting MeAway From You I Tried To Flee All Too ReluctantlyI Hope That One Day You Will SeeHow Very Much You Will Always Mean To MeLooking Down On You, I Am FreeI Love You Madly, But PleaseJust Let Me Be! I Don’t Think I Can Get Over YouI Really Don’t Know What Else To DoEverything I Did I Did For YouNow There’s Nothing Left For Me To Do

Sunrise On The Desert.Golden Sands, A Red- Orange Sky.A Shadow Cast In Darkness-On The Winds Subtle Cry.Crossing A Painted Picture,A Seemingly Endless Cage.Facing Another Day Alone,The Cowboy Turns The Page.He Rides Towards The Horizon,Where Each Night The Sunsets Hide.Black Stetson Hat, Callused Hands,On The White Horse He Calls Pride.A Face Rough And Unshaven,Kabar Knife, Boots And Levi’s.Never A Smile, Never A Frown,Just Wild, Blue Staring Eyes,And The Desert Winds Blow Harsh,Dust Kicking Up In His Sight.But Steady On His March,The Man Presses On Through The Plight.Perseverance Leads The Way,On The Lonely, Sometimes Dreadful Quest.Indeed A Good Man Some Would Say,But I’d Say He’s The Best.And The Dream Seems Within Reach Now,The Tiresome Journey Nearing Its End.He Can See It In The Distance,As The Storm Seems To Suspend.A Land Where Emotions Flourish-In Grandiose Euphoria.A Land Where Pain Eases And Hearts Nourish,A Land He Calls “Utopia”.Yes Determination, Will, And Guts,His Three Best Friends Behooved-Have Led Him To The Crossroads-Where Nothing Remains To Be Proved.The Desert Lies Behind Him,Prosperity Just Ahead On The Plain.He Slows Up Just A Moment,Gently Pulling Back The Reign.Tipping His Hat Without Looking Back-To Those He Touched On This Parade.He Holds His Head High, Lets Out A Sigh,Watching A Brilliant Sunset Fade.And Night Comes On The Wings Of Angels,Calling A Billion Stars To His Side.Carrying Him Away To His “Utopia”,The Cowboy’s Final Ride.

Before I Could Love Somebody I Have To Love Myself-I Have To Love Me More Than I Love Somebody ElseI Can’t Continue Putting Him First-I Have To Gain Some Self Worth.I Can’t Make Him Happy When I’m Sad-When I’m Gone He Will Realize What He Had.I Can’t Take This Pain No More-I Know To Him I Just Got To Close The Door.I Can’t Keep Crying Over Him When I Know He Doesn’t Love Me-I Have To Wake Up I Have To Finally See.I Wasn’t Meant For Him-He Wasn’t Meant For Me-Why Am I Finding It So Hard To Just Set Him Free.So Many Years I Tried And Tried-So Many Times I Know In My Heart That He Lied.All Time I’ve Wasted I Can’t Get Back-I Need Someone To Give Me The True Love That I Lack.If You Loved Me He Would Have Put Me Above All-He Wouldn’t Expect Me To Be There At His Every Beck And Call.He Would Left Me Up Instead Of Putting Me Down-He Would Have Appreciated The True Loved He Found.Instead He Caused Me So Much Hurt And Pain-Drowning My Tears In The Falling Rain.God, Please Give Me The Strength To Just Let Him Go-Why Do I Still Play The Fool, When I Know.Love May Hurt Sometime But It Doesn’t Hurt This Bad-Why Am I Trying To Make Him Happy When I’m Truly Sad?I Have To Put Myself First I Have To Love Me-Why The Hell He Won’t Just Let Me Be.Love Is So Easy To Fall In, And So Hard To Fall Out-I Know In My Heart I Could Do Without.I Just Don’t Know How To Make Him Go Away-How Do I Get My Heart From Wanting Him To Stay?I Need Someone To Give Me A Love That Is True-And I Know Now That It Is Not You….

As I Began To Love MyselfAs I began to love myselfI found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signsthat I was living against my own truth.Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebodyAs I try to force my desires on this person,even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it,and even though this person was me.Today I call it “RESPECT”.As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life,and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.Today I call it “MATURITY”.As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,I am in the right place at the right time,and everything happens at the exactly right moment.So I could be calm.Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.As I began to love myself I quit stealing my own time,and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to doand that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm.Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for my health -food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself.At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism.Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right,and ever since I was wrong less of the time.Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future.Now, I only live for the moment, where everything is happening.Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb meand it can make me sick.But as I connected it to my heart, my mind became a valuable ally.Today I call this connection “WISDOM OF THE HEART”.We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problemswith ourselves or others.Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born.Today I know “THAT IS LIFE”!